Now, those vices that MEN are living as their characterictics, are not existing in their aura in the shape of those beings I have described above! In my case, they were symbols, personified basic Principles, like the 'allegories' we know from the statues in the parks of baroque or rococo castles (like the 'four seasons', the 'plenty', often being shown as a beautiful woman with a horn of plenty, the 'poetry' or 'music'), because in those times - as in ancient Greece and Rome - it was very popular to show the personified, symbolic principles in an ideal human shape. 
On a higher spiritual plane, those 'allegories' are reality. The ancient cultures knew about that. Of course the 'vices' are very dark and are confined to the lower astral plane.

I am very grateful that I was able to learn this. Yet I was shocked to find out what type of energies had been in my aura. Of course those energies would eventually make you ill. Looking back, I wonder how I could have lived with those beings inside of me and still walk upright on two legs, but you see it is possible, and you can even be a nice, everyday person...
It was not until much later, in the late summer of 2003, that I found out what really was behind all this (see here). 

But I also know what kind of energies I had found inside of me in the course of my clearing process, from this present incarnation alone, without having any physical symptoms. And I am convinced that in case I had missed my ASSIGNMENT in this life, I would have had to go. That's the way it is: When the ASSIGNMENT is done, but also when it is missed, you must go. Your further sojourn on Earth would be irrelevant and worthless for your spiritual advancement. And that alone counts!

My experiences made also clear to me, that my spiritual advancement alone was allowing me to proceed from one step to the next, thus continuing to live - and while learning and practising by clearing myself, my knowledge was increasing, my vibrations were increasing and my power was increasing. And only by those preconditions, I was able to reach the deeper planes and the still deeper planes of energy, and the even more deeper planes, those that needed exactly that power I had just achieved, to make them go... and so, step by step, I continuously achieved the power I needed for each step further, to finally clear and heal myself completely. This is the wonderful way we are guided...

• Plaintiveness
• Pity (not: Compassion, being a Quality of unconditional LOVE!) 
• Irascibility 
• Irony and Sarcasm
• Vanity - Vanity comes from a lack of self esteem, of finding ourselves unworthy; only after we have overcome vanity, True Beauty can find its expression in our holistic Self.
• Jealousy
• Greed of Power
• Greediness 
• Revengefulness 
• Discontentment 
• Envy
• Craving for Recognition 
• Craving for Sex 
• Malice 
• Perfidiousness 
• Cowardice 
• Meanness 
• Gloating 
• Addiction 
• Egotism 
• Control about others 
• Lust for power 
• Pessimism 
• Resignation 
• Discouragement 
• Hopelessness 
• Untidiness 
• Lack of drive 
• Slowliness (together with sluggishness) 
• Sleepiness (together with sluggishness) 
• Aimlessness 
• Impatience 

And there was another surprise waiting for me: 
A huge dark and cold snake, who was trying to behave like the 'Kundalini', obviously imitating it by slowly creeping through all the chakras, from the basic chakra up and after the crown-chakra down again, then biting its tail - but it could not fool me, and I watched it and asked it who it was, and it answered, Seduction... And I knew that it wanted to make MEN believe, that they had already achieved Holiness and progress (within and without), thus keeping them from striving any further and actually preventing true Holiness and true progress (within and without)... And I said, now is the time for you to go and therefore I will give you a New Name. From now on you shall be: 'The Promise'. And now it went into LIGHT happily... And this way 'Seduction' will lose its power over Mankind by and by, finally disappearing completely, thus becoming a 'Promise' of true Holiness and true progress to Mankind.

And at last there was another surprise: 
When my crown-chakra finally became more and more free, another large, cold and dark snake began to show, who slowly and resistantly began to move, turning LIGHT-ward - the personified basic Principle of the Separation from GOD.

But there were still Confusion and Panic (chaos and blackout of mind) waiting for me to free them - and by doing so I knew, that these were the first feelings a soul coming from above and incarnating on Earth for the first time, would feel...

As human characteristics, the vices will not appear in the way I have described above. By that I am stating that YOU will not find the astral beings in your aura in exactly that same way. Those beings I have described above, were basic principles, symbolic personifications of the vices, that means of certain ways of feeling and looking at the world. They are symbols of energies created by MEN, created out of the coldness of their hearts. And I had them in my aura, symbolically representing Mankind, meaning: in your place, so that now I could help you to free yourself from them. Those beings had been inside of me, because I once had agreed to help GOD TO HELP YOU! 
Men have just the corresponding energies inside of their aura - but do not think those were less horrid!

I have heard that some people were afraid of my pages about the vices and the evils of Mankind. I do not want to frighten you - but of course those energies are deeply frightening, especially when somebody thinks of himself as a noble, helpful and good person...
But that is reality on Earth!  You are reading newspapers and watch TV. Almost all of the things you read and see there are just as frightening. Only - you are used to these horrors and hardly ever think about them any more after the current report is over or the newspaper put away. They do not touch your hearts anymore. Do not think that you were not concerned! It is an error to think that all the others are guilty but ourselves. All of us have a frightening potential in us -  even if it derives from ages ago! While being led into the past, a dear friend of mine once saw herself being a soldier in a war, killing every living being he/she met, obviously without any feeling: men, women, children, chasing them with unbound hatred, walking in their blood... Us, too, all of us, were part of the horrors of the past, having always been and still are part of HUMANITY, and as such cannot be separated from the entanglement of HUMANITY with darkness.

Many 'esoteric' circles and most of the spiritual or 'esoteric' media do not mention anything disgustful and frightening - they would not want to frighten people and make them feel insecure. I am also conscious of the fact, that many wish the interested people to come back - and the people feel drawn to the soft and beautiful side of spirituality, because they want to escape the stress and demands of everyday life. The spiritual 'scene' is actually wading in beauty, softness, wellness, love and angelic music... and I mean that the frightful side is hardly known at all, because it usually does not appear until you have reached the deeper layers of your energy storage - and of course you must be able to perceive those energies. Maybe other people are spared these perceptions. I am not. And I am grateful for that. Because now I know what is inside of us and what causes desease and decay:

The 1st cause are the energies we produced ourselves - they erode our body.
The 2nd cause are the energies and astral beings (especially the black ones = being without LIGHT) that have a resonance to our energies and are thus being drawn to us - they are corresponding to our energies and seduce and destroy us from the inside.
The 3rd cause are the 'formative Power Fields connected with the subjects of the desease, making it nearly impossible for 'normal' people to get rid of desease completely.
The 4th cause is the cell-memory of the cells of our body, which still are containing all the old memories of desease and can lead us back into old patterns (but this has not nearly the power as the first three causes). 

And believe me, in my pages I have been very regardful with your feelings! Part of the immaterial energies I had cleared from myself and sent to LIGHT had been cavities or nests full of maggots and worms in my bones - and at the same time I KNEW that those beings were causing bone cancer; long, fat worms were leaving me - the variety of life is unlimited, on all planes of being. There are beings that are drawn to us because of the dark and stinking energies we have produced and stored in our aura. Yes, energies can stink. We are aware in our 3rd dimension, that flies and other insects are drawn by stinking substance and feed on it. The 4th dimension (the plane of our dark energies, of astral beings and darkness) is not any different. The stinking substances we produce ourselves are also drawing all kinds of living beings who live on them, but more than that, they also draw fungus spores, virus and bacteria, all of them inhabitants of both planes, the third and the fourth dimension, the visible and the invisible world... Other people were telling me, that they had perceived themselves being covered with masses of beetles, crawling all over their body - enough!

Maybe the people have to learn how awful and disgusting their body and aura really can be, when they have turned away from LIGHT, worshipping nothing but the material things!

I had the COGNITION, that in civilizations like ours, being totally centered in material thinking and acting, where people are heavily burdened with dark and disgusting energies, the outward cleanliness is considered to be of an extraordinary value: material cleanliness and hygiene of house and body, clean and beautiful clothes and physical perfection. Of course MAN always senses his inner darkness and decay, even if he could not make a point of it. That is why he is trying to hide his invisible blemishes with outside means, subconsciously thinking that others must be able to see his abominable faults. Look around - has there ever been a time with such an effort to keep our hair clean and shiny, our body smelling nicely, our fingernails perfect, our face looking like a doll's, our clothes neat and smart, our homes shiny like new...? People who are clean inside do not need all this. They do not smell ugly and have no smelly sweat either - and more than that, they have no interest in outward perfection. Look at little children - they smell of wind and sun, even when they have sweated. The tribes of people of 'primitive' races do not 'fight' dirt everywhere, they do not use masses of poisons to get their homes clinically clean, they do not kill any living being that dares enter their homes. They regard dust as a part of Mother EARTH that has to be respected like all of LIFE.

The 'civilized' people of the now ending 'Old Age' are thinking that they are extremely cultured and educated, towering all the other fellow-humans by miles, with their perfectly styled homes, which are glowing and shining (you usually cannot see the energies in the furniture and walls), with bodies that are expensively dressed, beautifully cared for, intensively smelling of perfume, are trimmed and styled, disguised with make-up and perfected by surgeons... but they are only using their left side of the brain, believe only what they see and what can be measured, are mostly thinking of their own advantage, have a low self estimate (or the opposite), are full of agressiveness, are chasing money and physical pleasure, because they think that this is 'life', regard others as their competitors, opponents and enemies, talk badly about others and eat the meat of feeling, thinking and loving animals with great delight. Their belief is science. They are always out of breath because they are running away from themselves, let themselves be entertained and distracted for the same reason, are suffering from stress with all its symptoms and have lost the ability to relax. Widespread symptoms are depressions, fear of Life, back problems, heart desease, allergies, cancer, etc.

I myself think that cleanliness is important. But I regard it more as a symbolic value: As within - so without. What I was talking about, are the exaggerations of these times. I do not evaluate, but generalize and enlarge my view, to bring it to a point, so you see what I mean. I can understand all the other people, because I myself was one of them before, have loved to eat meat - and I am far from judging others. 
But I am trying to make you regard things a little bit differently than before, realizing the misery of our civilization and our times with all their symptoms and sufferings - so that you may see the inseparable, causal connection between your inner world: your thinking, feeling and perceiving, your outside world: your body, health and your world of experiences, and our civilization as a whole - because our civilization is each single person, is YOU as well:

... and Jesus said to the people:'You do not understand anymore the Words of Life, because you are in death. Darkness impairs your eyes, and your ears are plugged with deafness. I am telling you, that is does not help at all to brood over dead writings, when your actions negate each one of those who gave you those writings. Verily, I am telling you, that GOD and HIS LAWS are not found in your actions. They are not found in gluttony and drunkenness, nor in a dissolute life and in lust, nor in the search for riches, not in the hatred for your enemies. Because all those things derive from the realm of darkness and from the master of all evil. And you are carrying all those things within yourselves, and thus the WORD and the POWER of GOD cannot enter you, because all possible evils and abominations have taken over your body and mind. If you want the Living WORD of GOD and HIS POWER to enter you, do not blemish your body and your mind; because the body is the temple of the mind, and the mind is the temple of GOD. So start to clean the temple...'

Jesus then told them how to clean themselves: by daily prayers to GOD, by giving themselves into the hands of the Angels of Mother EARTH (the Angels of the sunshine, the air, the earth and the water, the Angels of Life and JOY), and by taking nothing to them but clear water, and also to make a daily enema with clear water to clean their intestines, and to pray while doing so, and this would be the way that within seven days their sins of seven years will be forgiven... 
'And many unclean and sick people followed the words of Jesus and took their place by the banks of the murmuring streams. They took off their shoes and their clothes, they were fasting and giving their bodies to the angels of the air, the water and the sunshine. And the Angels of Mother Earth embraced them, taking over their bodies from the outside and the inside. And all of them saw their evils, sins and unclearness leave them. And the breath of some of them became just as stinking as that what their intestines were throwing out, and some had to throw up and an evil smelling sputum came out of their inside. All these evils were flowing out of their mouth, some of them had them come out of their nose, and others out of their eyes and ears. And many were sweating an awful and abominable sweat from all over their bodies, all of their skin. And there were large abcesses and boils breaking out on their bodies, from which the unclearness was flowing with an awful smell, and the piss was flowing from their bodies in streams. And in many of them the piss was dried out, turning as thick as honey, and others had almost red or black piss and almost as hard as the sand on the river banks. And many were throwing out of their intestines stinking farts, like the breath of Satan. And the stench became so awful that nobody was able to stand it... and the devils were leaving their intestines in the shape of numberless worms...' 

...and when they were clean after seven days, Jesus returned to them, and they said:'Tell us, which are the sins we should avoid, so we would never be sick anymore?' And Jesus answered:'They were told in the old times, 'You shall honor your Heavenly Father and your Earthly Mother and keep their commandments, so that you shall have a long life on Earth.' And the next commandment was, 'You shall not kill,' because life comes from GOD alone, and what GOD has given, no man shall take away. For verily, I am telling you, from one Mother is everything living on Earth. So everyone who kills, is killing his brother. And the Earthly Mother will turn away from him and refuse him her life-giving breasts. And Her Angels will avoid him and Satan will enter his body. And the meat of the slaughtered animals will turn into his own grave within his body. For verily I am telling you, that whoever kills, is killing himself, and whoever is eating from the meat of slain animals, is eating from the body of death. Because every drop of their blood will turn into poison in his own blood, their breath will turn into stench in his breath, their meat into boils, their bones into calcium in his bones, their intestines into decay in his intestines, their ears into a waxen covering in his ears. And their death will be his death.
For only in the service of your Heavenly Father, your debts of seven years will be forgiven in seven days. But Satan does not forgive anything and you have to pay him for everything: An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, a hand for a hand, a foot for a foot, a burning for a burning, a wound for a wound, a life for a life, a death for a death. For death is the payment for sin. So follow the Word of GOD: 'See, I have given you all the plants on Earth that are carrying seed, and all the trees that are carrying fruit which bring seed, for your nourishment... also the milk of all those moving around and living on Earth shall be your nourishment... for I am merciful to all those who love me and keep my commandments. Love GOD with all your heart and with your soul and with all your strength. This is the first and the greatest commandment, and the second is just like it: Love those next to you like yourself. There are no commandments greater than those'...

In the beginning of the Nineties, those Words of Jesus had been the impetus for myself to clear me just the same way, to make me turn back, to have my errors forgiven, to change myself, to give GOD a sign, that I had the wish to change my life and to live spirituality. In the following, I was fasting several times, and I was feeling great while doing so. This was the beginning of my vegetarian way of life, which I reached step by step. I needed those drastic descriptions, so I could come out of my inertia and make a step towards a complete change. 
Another impulse was even more drastic; it was a report on TV about the transports of living animals, cattle it was, all the way through Europe to the slaughter house, without sufficient food, water and rest, and when they arrived, the cattle was driven from the transport vehicle by force, and many of them broke their legs. 

Then they showed how the animals were brought to the slaughtering in the assembly line, and they said that not each of the animals was properly stunned or killed, and that it would happen every once in a while that some pigs would be thrown into boiling water while still alive... What else do we have to see, hear and read, so that our hearts could be touched?
From then on I stopped eating beef, shortly afterwards I stopped with pork and venison, and I lost the appetite for other kinds of meat (chicken e.a. and fish) as well as for alcohol, within half a year all by itself through LIGHTWORK.

By the way, not a single time during my Clearing I was disgusted or scared by the beings I saw and felt, but only astounded in AWE and HUMILITY because of the unbelievable variety of life forms... and LOVED it all. Also the dark beings want to be LOVED - because nothing but Unconditional LOVE is able to redeem them and send them into LIGHT, and then they are willing to go, all by themselves. WE ourselves had called them once, keeping and nourishing them with our dark thoughts and feelings, which gave them the resonance that they needed to stay. If we resist them, we cause them to resist, too, and that is something they know well - and we, too: It is pain.

Your fear is caused by ignorance. I want to inform you about the reality beyond our physical perception. You can only protect yourselves, when you know what exactly is going on. And I want to help you to protect yourselves, but more than that, to free yourselves. That is why - besides information - I am also giving you instructions of how to free yourselves from those frightening and sickening energies.

I am also showing you how to feel Unconditional LOVE and make it a part of our lives - you will think afterwards that you have not lived before that - and you are perfectly right. I myself did not live at all before I was living in Unconditional LOVE! When you are in Unconditional LOVE, there is no room for fear, for fright or disgust...

And on Good Friday 2003, lots of black snakes were coming out of my chakras: the 7 Bonds of Mankind (= better known as the seven mortal 'sins'), whom GOD also sent into LIGHT, while I was standing symbolically for all of Mankind...